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zeds rantos

by zed

Apr 2023
zeds descent into hell: (and loving it)

- So as not to polute the shitbox I will keep my crap here. sometimes it feel like its only my shit in the shoutbox, & I feel I have to post, just to keep it relevant. Otherwise its just gonna be no posts for 5 days and then no one feels like posting.
Im just drinking the 99cent liter wine (they raised the price, it used to be 95 cents and before that I remember 85 cents), soon it will be more than 1 euro for a litre of wine, FFS is there no god)
anyways enuf wine talk.
Anyways I feel good, I showed my daughter rain tonight, well it was fuck all rain. and she was scared, what is this stuff falling out of the sky ( for what its worth I think it only rained 1mm, but for here thats more than normal, normal is zero) , just wait until I show her snow.
I feel good cause the day after tomorrow is may, and thats the month I have to go to ukraine, and fuck am I looking forward to it so much.
I really cant convey why, and if anyone saiz its a way to die then they can fuck off totally cause they do not understand.
My philosophy is one only has one life, there is no afterlife, no matter what ever anyone tells you or what you read, thus this is it. So fucking make the most of it. Each day is special, each day is a gift.
Life itself is a fuckin gift, and as being one so lucky to be gifted this, it would be terrible to waste it.
One thing is certain is , I will die sometime in the future, thus live the best Life I can live.
Here I was thinking about my best days & for some fucking reason both days came back to dogs giving birth in my room the previous night. I think I can just compredhed a good start to the day. I dont even like dogs. Every moment is a gift. Think of that when you are lying on your deathbed in a hospital cunts.
truth be told I am scared. hell 3 kiwis have died there already, which I can believe, as we are nutcases in case you dont understand, why thats nuts its cause thats prolly 2000% higher than the number of people for the USA that have died per population, but I have no idea, look up the figures).
Im part yank myself, I think I'm 1/16 yank (since my grandfath from WW2 is from the US),
I will need to do a DNA test, we have to anyways, to see what my daughter is, She look like me, but her mother, I have no idea, I guess from eastern europe.


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Box_a_Hair says:
#1

Apr 2023
Inflation is a bitch. I remember when I worked at the "99 Cents Only" store and they were considering changing their name because at least half of their products cost well over that amount. Even at walmart, many $1 items have gone up 25% in price, and I'll blame sleepy Joe for that.

I'm still not sure why going into a war zone is something you view as a positive experience, what with all your "live life to the fullest" sentiments. Is it some kind of bucket list thing? You want to scratch off the "Go to War" item from your TODO list? My TODO list is much more mundane and meandering than that, with stuff like "finish watching this show" or "jerk off today". Sometimes when I'm feeling really ambitious, I tell myself to write a story, and a month later, I'll have the opening paragraph. Life is beautiful, but it often isn't productive.


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zed says:
#2, Reply to #1

Apr 2023
fuck bucket lists. Mate all I can say is for me, there is a need to always move forward to try new stuff, thats just part of my fibre, its what makes me who I am.
I can't speak for you but if a bucketlist helps, then use it. I would fill it with easy to get goals though, if you aim too high you're setting yourself up for failure, just stumble ahead in the general direction. The important thing is to not go backwards or sit down & vegetate, always move forward.

WRT writing, do you have a story in mind? perhaps fead the outline for the first chapter into chatgpt and see what it comes back with. totally cheating, but trust me others are doing the same.

Oddly the last specific 3 goals I had I failed in all 3.
Smoke a joint in albania, visit weng wengs grave in manila, sit on the solid gold toilet in HK.
I failed all 3, I did have fun trying though.

WRT masturbation, do you eat kelloggs?


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Box_a_Hair says:
#3, Reply to #2

Apr 2023
I set myself a goal like maturation because I know I can do it. I can go above and beyond on that goal. What does Kelloggs have to do with it? emoticon

My actual goals tend to be short coding projects here on TE. I've set myself bigger coding projects that I'm slowly chipping away at, even though it's taking me years.

Writing goals are inconsistent. I set my sights on fan fiction, but just typing that makes me roll my eyes and question why I bother. So I'm trying to trick myself into writing a fanfic and then changing it up enough that it's "original". I'll never learn.

Why some a joint in Albania? Why not just smoke a joint in every country you visit?


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zed says:
#7, Reply to #3

Apr 2023
the inventor of kelloggs was very anti masturbation, in fact corn flakes were invented to stop kids jerking off. Then again dr kelloggs gave himself 1000s of yogurt enemas during his lifetime so maybe that messed with his logic

https://www.mentalfloss.com/article/32042/corn-flakes-were-invented-part-anti-masturbation-crusade


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Box_a_Hair says:
#9, Reply to #7

May 2023
doctor had also come to believe that sexโ€”including masturbationโ€”was detrimental to physical, emotional, and spiritual well-being.
Kellogg cataloged 39 different symptoms liable to affect a chronic masturbator, including general infirmity, defective development, mood swings, fickleness, bashfulness, boldness, bad posture, stiff joints, fondness for spicy foods, acne, palpitations, and epilepsy.

That's some funny shit. I hear all the time now how sex is good for you physically and mentally. Spiritually, we're all damned, but it's exercise. Even staring at boobs is apparently good for you. And that whole bit about mood swings is off. Jerking off centers me. I need it to stay level headed, but maybe that's his argument, that it becomes a necessary habit to regulate one's behavior.

Perhaps his aversion stems from something else. Maybe he was impotent and wanted others to feel his frustration.


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Tommix says:
#4

Apr 2023
I am not a massive fan of heading to Ukraine unless you absolutely have to, Zed. Is there any other way you could make a difference for that country, without physically going there? You're a smart guy, and computer savvy. Couldn't you become one the people messing with Russia through the internet... through Cyberia, so to speak, ha ha? I bet you could wreak a lot of havoc that way, if you set your mind to it.

Speaking of life, and of valuing it, I took myself to the emergency room last night, at a local hospital. (I am fine, as it turn out, so, no one worry about me). But.. well, to back up a little, about a week and a half ago I messed up my back, and have mostly been keeping myelf horizontal ever since then. (It has been gradually healing itself, and I think I'll be fine soon). But, yesterday I became convinced that I had taken an overdose of acetaminophen... I was feeling very distracted yesterday afternoon for varius reasons, and I wasn't sure (afterwards) if I had my acetaminophen caplets once that afternoon, or accidentally twice, within an hour or so. I watched a few videos on Youtube, and it sounded like you could die from an aceta-- overdose, although you might not feel the symptoms right away. By the time you can feel the symptoms, apparently it might be too late already. So... I don't know if I'd say I panicked, exactly, but I was deifnitely trying to err on the side of caution, and I took the MBTA trolley and then the bus to our local hospital, in the pouring rain. They drew some blood for tests, and released me fairly quickly... probably two and a half hours after I arrived. They were very helpful and nice to me, I have to say. They took the time to walk me through everything they had to say, and made sure I understood what they were telling me.

Anyway, long story short, I am fine, but I will be a little leery of taking any acetam-- for a while now. Also, I was really scared, there. I thought I could be dead within a few days. YIKES. It sounds like a pretty painful death, too. You can get liver failure, and if you can't get a transplant in time, your goose is cooked. I was really freaked out.

Anyway, all is well, but at the moment I am feeling like life is better than death, just speaking in a very general way. If you can avoid throwing yours away, that's probably all for the best! My two cents.


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#5, Reply to #4

Apr 2023
It's good to hear everything's ok. I threw my back out a few years ago and the pain was terrible. It took a week or so but the pain eventually faded. Just take it easy and rest up.


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Tommix says:
#6, Reply to #5

Apr 2023
Thank you! Yeah, I want to get back to jogging as soon as I can, but I'm not gonna rush it. I'll take things a bit slow for another week or so, and then see how I feel.


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zed says:
#8, Reply to #4

Apr 2023
good to hear you're OK
WRT the pills do what I do
get an icecube maker container, on monday put the pills in it for the week in seperate compartments, lable each compartment so you know this is for tuwesday afternoon, this way you can see exactly if you missed a dosage or what not


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zed says:
#10

May 2023 *
AI talking about doris wishmans dune


"Since there is no actual scene from a Doris Wishman version of "Dune" to describe, I cannot provide a detailed description of one. However, I can offer some speculation on what a scene might look like if she were to adapt it.In general, Wishman's films were known for their low budgets, minimalistic sets, and unusual camera angles. She also tended to focus on sensational subject matter, such as sex and violence, and often employed unconventional storytelling techniques.With that in mind, a scene from a hypothetical Doris Wishman version of "Dune" might feature exaggerated performances and over-the-top special effects.

For example, a scene featuring the giant sandworms of Arrakis might feature low-budget practical effects, such as a rubbery puppet or a model on strings, rather than the high-quality CGI that has been used in recent adaptations.Additionally, a Wishman version of "Dune" might take a more exploitative approach to the story's themes of sex and politics. For example, a scene involving the Bene Gesserit sisterhood might emphasize their sexual manipulation of male characters, while a scene involving the Harkonnens might focus on their sadistic tendencies.

Overall, it's difficult to say exactly what a scene from a Doris Wishman version of "Dune" might look like, but it's likely that it would be quite different from the more faithful adaptations of the story that have been produced over the years."

"Baron Harkonnen: "Ah, the noble Atreides. How I despise their smug self-righteousness. But soon, my dear nephew, we shall have our revenge. We shall crush them like the insects they are, and revel in their suffering. And you, Feyd-Rautha, shall be my right hand in this glorious conquest!"


Feyd-Rautha: "Yes, uncle. I shall serve you well, and together we shall be unstoppable. But what of the Lady Jessica? She is a powerful opponent, and she has allies among the Fremen."

Baron Harkonnen: "Fear not, my boy. The Lady Jessica is a mere distraction. And the Fremen, well... let us just say that they shall soon learn the folly of opposing us. Now, let us toast to our victory, and to the downfall of our enemies!""

Me: AI you can do better than that


The scene takes place in the palace of the Baron Harkonnen on the planet of Arrakis. The Baron, dressed in extravagant finery, is seated on a throne, while his nephew Feyd-Rautha stands nearby.


Baron Harkonnen: "Ah, my dear Feyd-Rautha. You are a vision of beauty and strength, my boy."


Feyd-Rautha: "Thank you, Uncle. But why have you summoned me here? What news do you have?"


Baron Harkonnen: "News? Oh, there is much news, my boy. The spice flows, and with it, our power. But there are always enemies, always those who seek to challenge us."

Feyd-Rautha: "Who do you speak of, Uncle? The Atreides? The Emperor?"

Baron Harkonnen: "All of them, my boy. They are like rats, scurrying about in the shadows. But we shall bring them into the light, and crush them beneath our boots."

Feyd-Rautha: "And how do you propose to do that, Uncle?"

Baron Harkonnen: "Through cunning, and through strength. And through a little bit of... shall we say, persuasion."

Feyd-Rautha: "Persuasion, Uncle? What do you mean?"

Baron Harkonnen: "I mean that we shall use every weapon at our disposal, my boy. And one of the most powerful weapons of all is... desire."

Feyd-Rautha: "Desire?"

Baron Harkonnen: "Yes, my boy. Desire. For what man, or woman, can resist the allure of the flesh? And when that desire is used as a weapon, it can bring even the mightiest foe to his knees."


Feyd-Rautha: "I see, Uncle. And who shall be the target of this... weapon?"


Baron Harkonnen: "Why, the Lady Jessica, of course. She is a powerful ally of the Atreides, and a thorn in our side. But with a little bit of... persuasion, we can turn her against them. And then, victory will be ours."

Feyd-Rautha: "I understand, Uncle. And what of the Fremen? Will they not oppose us?"

Baron Harkonnen: "The Fremen? Bah. They are nothing but savages. We shall crush them like insects. And then, the spice shall be ours, and the universe shall tremble at our feet."


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#11, Reply to #10

May 2023
Just listened to an interesting podcast concerning the Hollywood writers strike. While most of their demands are quite absurd they do seem rather worried and want assurances that they won't be replaced by AI...I think they're screwed and are realizing they're obsolete.


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zed says:
#12, Reply to #11

May 2023
Ai still does a worse job (see the above text for example)
But yes there are going to be large scale layoffs, because you know its better to concentrate the money in the few wealthy than to spread it around


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You have reached the end of Trash Epics.