May 8
ppl shit on everything. That is human nature, you want us to not be people, sorry impossible. Keep doing what you do, actually I was thinking this the other day, fuck I luv this site, true its cumbersome in some ways (but fuckin better than reddit/discord or whatever ppl are using as forums nowadays) I think I may of suggested (I at least thought) some years ago, maybe switch to some opensource forum platform instead of rolling yer own, well I own up now. I was wrong, what you're doing / have done is much better. Fuck the generic shit.
If it makes you feel better, Join the club. I work for a dipshit as well. That cunt hasn't paid me in over 2 years. So less so, that I didn't buy a birthday gift for my daughter since she was born, but the 3rd year I do plan to and by then she will actually remember it, so then the gift actually matters, right?
Can't speak to depression, never had it. Had some really really bad times, literal waking nightmares. I guess what keeps / kept me going is knowing nothing is eternal, Life is a glorious gift, we are so lucky to even be born. Don't fuckin squander this blessing (fuckin sounds like Im a jesus freak)
Who knows what tomorrow will bring, one has to go out an create your luck though.
Eg today I'm off to a nearby school unannounced "Im composing the letter now"
(in spanish)
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I'm looking for a couple of volunteers to test out the video game I'm currently working on. All they need to do is play it at my apartement and tell me what they think whilst I watch, the whole process will not take longer than an hour. They must be able to speak English as that and Dutch & German are the only languages I know. They will be unpaid, though I will put their names in the credits if they contribute as testers. The game is a Action RPG thus ideally I want someone who has interest in those genres.
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Fuck, The first thing they will do is go 'OK is this guy on the pedo register'
I think I'll take my daughter along so I don't look so dodgy, ha - then they may call child protection. But fuck it, action is needed mate.
Keep plodding along, thats my advice. and fuckin roll the dice, don't be afraid to take a chance once in the while
If it makes you feel better, Join the club. I work for a dipshit as well. That cunt hasn't paid me in over 2 years. So less so, that I didn't buy a birthday gift for my daughter since she was born, but the 3rd year I do plan to and by then she will actually remember it, so then the gift actually matters, right?
Can't speak to depression, never had it. Had some really really bad times, literal waking nightmares. I guess what keeps / kept me going is knowing nothing is eternal, Life is a glorious gift, we are so lucky to even be born. Don't fuckin squander this blessing (fuckin sounds like Im a jesus freak)
Who knows what tomorrow will bring, one has to go out an create your luck though.
Eg today I'm off to a nearby school unannounced "Im composing the letter now"
(in spanish)
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I'm looking for a couple of volunteers to test out the video game I'm currently working on. All they need to do is play it at my apartement and tell me what they think whilst I watch, the whole process will not take longer than an hour. They must be able to speak English as that and Dutch & German are the only languages I know. They will be unpaid, though I will put their names in the credits if they contribute as testers. The game is a Action RPG thus ideally I want someone who has interest in those genres.
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Fuck, The first thing they will do is go 'OK is this guy on the pedo register'
I think I'll take my daughter along so I don't look so dodgy, ha - then they may call child protection. But fuck it, action is needed mate.
Keep plodding along, thats my advice. and fuckin roll the dice, don't be afraid to take a chance once in the while
And RIP to Orangey, my second favorite male cat. I get too attached to my pets sometimes. Even if they're number twos.
I always want to improve things on here, but I'd rather have constructive criticism on how to better things on here. It throws me off otherwise. I'm no professional by any means. I'm just winging it here as I much as I can understand.
Good luck finding gamers with minimal incentive. Sounds like something I'd do, if I actually had a plan for anything.