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Dec 2018 *
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I've always been an avid reader. I don't recall many times in my life where I didn't have a book in my hand. Back in high school, I recall the public library in my town was having a book sale. I noticed The Exorcist novel right away. I had already seen the movie. My dad was and still is a Sunday school teacher, so I had to sneak and rent the movie. The movie really freaked me out and still does to this day, but I really wanted to read the novel. So, I bought it.

As I was reading the book, I began to feel very uncomfortable. At the time, I thought it was just due to a creepy story, and good writing. Once finished, however, I found that I couldn't stand being in the same room with the book. I always felt like I was being watched, especially at night. It became too much for me and I finally threw the book away.

Later on, in my twenties, I bought the book once again. I figured now that I was older, I wouldn't have those stupid feelings of being watched. I was wrong. It was the same thing all over again. Sleepless nights, feelings of being watched, and this time the feeling was even stronger. I was always looking over my shoulder. Yet again, I threw the book away.

I'm writing this because I'm seriously thinking about purchasing the book for the third time, but I'm also nervous to own it once more. I honestly, don't think it was all in my head. The atmosphere around me just felt heavier.

Should I buy it for the third time? Have any of you ever owned something that had a similar effect on you?


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markus-san says:
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Dec 2018 *
A couple of James Herbert novels freaked me out as a youngster but as for the physical presense of a book having that kind of affect on me, no never.

Why do you feel you need to purchase it again? I'm guessing you prefer holding a physcial book with pages as opposed to reading novels on a tablet (I know I do). And you prefer to own it than rent it from a library too I guess.. perhaps you could buy it and if it has the same effect on you again, bury it somewhere wrapped in a cloth far away from your room, so you can retrieve it easily incase you want to read it again in future emoticon.


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OnyxHades says:
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Dec 2018
I can't stand reading on a tablet. Books will always win hands down for me.

As for why I want to buy it again, I'm curious to see how I would feel now. I'm not sure if my past experiences would influence it or not. I would like to read it again. Maybe put a cross on top of that cloth.emoticon


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markus-san says:
#3, Reply to #2

Dec 2018
Does the cover art make any difference? Perhaps knowing it a brand new edition or something may change your feeling about it? I think you should give it a go.. and yes if it does affect your sleep again, bury it with a cross, and sprinkle some holy water over the top emoticon.


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sfpx says:
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Dec 2018
Sure, go for it. But at this point, you've built it up so much in your head, it'll be nigh on impossible not to think about it and spook yourself.

We've bought 2 Ouija boards and keep throwing them away. Only a matter of time before we buy it again.


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Johan_WoW says:
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Dec 2018
Buy it again and let Tromafreak lock it up somewhere so you need to ask him for the key if you get the urge to read it again.

And no I haven't had an object that haunted me.


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Box_a_Hair says:
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Dec 2018
The Exorcist is great. Never read the book, but I've seen the movie. It doesn't scare me really, but I think it's really well made. The damn spider walk chilled me though, despite not being in the original cut. The only parts that freaked me out were in "The Version You've Never Seen Before", so I'm mostly disinterested in the original cut.

I read that there was a trailer for the movie that was banned because it made people throw up:

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Anyway... I think there are sometimes when you hold on to the scariness of something, even if it wouldn't scare you anymore, because you want to believe that there are still things out there that have the capacity to horrify you. Like me, for example... I don't want to watch The Omen much, because it really creeped me out when I first saw it. I don't want to get decensitized to it's horror value, so I choose to exile it, and whip it out only in emergency situations. Same goes for a lot of movies I find really disturbing. I don't want to watch them too much, because they are a bit too horrific.

But hell... William Peter Blatty died recently, and those movies of his that I watched were all great. Exorcist 1 and 3, and Ninth Configuration. If the story is well written, treat it as art. Collect it, but put a damn lock on it or something. Don't keep re-purchasing the same thing, though.


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BloodWank says:
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Dec 2018
It's been a while since last I read it but I would give it a go as an adult. Pretty much top of the line commercial horror writing, scary page-turner with heart and brains and a real feel for character and dialogue, but also about as genuinely, seriously Catholic as the genre gets, and so pretty interesting, good for discussion too.

My parents made a lot of ultimately unsuccessful attempts to stop me from my love of horror as a pre-teen, prohibiting/hiding various books/authors and so forth. I internalised it and gave a lot of books away to charity, which I really regret because I had a complete run of James Herbert up to '48 or so and a lot of the Pan Books of Horror, but it wasn't a personal discomfort matter so much.

Never rebought my Herbert or Pan collections, but my work gives me access to so much other vintage paperback (and even occasionally hardback, would you believe it?) horror I can't complain.


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