Ever thought about getting a second job or one that pays more? How is the job market in the part of Texas you're living? Good, bad...ugly? Wha wha whhu!

It's pretty bad, but then again, what place isn't? A second job sounds like the obvious answer, but it still wouldn't help much. Life is just expensive as hell, even when you don't do shit.

I let everybody suck my cock, and they pay me for it.

There's your second job right there, Renzo!

I honestly don't know how I've even made it this far with how much college rapes me up the ass.

Poor dude, working your ass off and not having anything to show for it sucks. I have been there. I used to ride a bike to work and take the bus when it rained. 6 yrs ago I found the job where I am at and they give tons of overtime and are always trying to get you to stay late and work weekends. So I did get myself out of debt and get a few nices things. Maybe you should get another job or a second part time one. (I used to do that also.)